3/31/2006
noone but me from URL @ 11:28 PM
finally its friday all over again. a big sigh; of relief, that is. i've got to practice my emaths(desperately) and re-do my nc reflections. im not doing anything else. but then again, i think i'll only get the latter done. ohwell. sth i pondered over. im sarahJ. (duh you might think, HURR) BUT, everytime mrs loy asks a question, she will say " jessica", (to ans) so we'll all look at jessica. then mrs loy will be like: " no! NO! not the chinese jessica, the INDIAN one". and i'll just have to smack my head against the wall; because, she's actually referring to ME. M E. just why does mrs loy call me JESSICAJ? two sarahs, one jessica one jesiska. SHEESH, seriously. what? the fusion of me and jessica ? weird la she. then the class continued poking fun saying jessicaJ (another previous mistake by mrs loy), and mrs loy really believed okay! as in, that im jessicaJ. HAHA. so she doesnt know that there's someone called sarahj existing. interesting. and also the time where she called out guomeng, and noone responded. (guomeng was slow) then mrs loy was like "EH. or is it sunmeng?" sheesh. talk about being bad at names, noone can beat her. ( thrice wrong so far just for my name, i wonder how many more.) and sarahJ. HA HA. J. nice letter huh patricia? anyway, my name is like sarahJ, and not sarah, although sarah is my name. no one calls me sarah anymore; ok, they do- but its so rare. sarah is sounding almost alien to me. weird? definately. sarah j sarah chua sarah samsul sara sim sarah tay (tell me more.) hey, and so, dont name your kids sarah. it's a nice name, a verynice name. but ya, don't.
3/26/2006
noone but me from URL @ 4:38 PM
i went for stations of the cross on Saturday, and hence attended mass as well. so, i did not get to see my stranger today. BIGSIGH. i was really looking forward. oh well. life seems to be becoming routined. -boring. reallyreally boring really really really boring. and so, school starts again tomorrow. weekends end too fast. I'm not around that much running exhausted and lost if it could be undone will it have costed? it's taught and lost
blowing away we stray, wilted insuited, at fault what if the day had stayed in bed these baubles we've brought at fault
after the bliss has long ended this caution this fault give me a breeze that's long winded
3/24/2006
noone but me from URL @ 11:09 PM
t2w2 one week has gone by so fast. its rather astonishing, if you ask me. but i reallyreally miss nishanthi. dear god, i hope she gets well soon. fifteen years seems to have passed by me really quickly; at a terrifying pace. fifteen years. it was like just yesterday i shared a lollipop with * and got scolded by my teacher for being unhygenic. -hurr oh well. i'm going to stop myself from rambling on incessantly. too much will get revealed, wont it? :) i just want to sit and stare at you, i don't want to talk about it. -i cant wait for sunday! SMILES my pleasant looking stranger, or rather, he who makes me smile. :) -grins.
3/20/2006
noone but me from URL @ 9:47 PM
Where is the moment we need at the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on
You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on
You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
(Oh.. Holiday..)
Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong
(yeah...)
So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
you think you know. you don't. you'll never. why, you self proclaimed friend anyway, how can you? i myself don't know. i don't. i really really dont. -and i miss you too.
3/15/2006
noone but me from URL @ 5:09 PM
this is the day! today's the day! (: today started out well. pt rocked, i reallyreally honestly had fun! when i joined chan 1( part of chan mali chan hoi hoi- LOL), i saw pat's head in front. then i was like ok. then i look ard, and saw nat's head in front. then i was like- ok again. then it hit me. me pat nat! AHAHHA! lol- and drng pt, we kept telling the ptas and ptbs that TODAY IS A NICE DAY. and we were like smiling and smiling, and shouting like mad. and everytime we looked at each other we were like smiling! (: -being enthu. SO FUN OKAY! and parade as a whole rocked too! -ruthika came back. HELLOS! haha, ya. anyway, i just packed and stuff. HEAVY OK. tsk. i might just roll back down the mountain instead of climbing up. HA HA. yea/ so its packed to the brim. nish's bag i mean. and if they gna do some inspection, i'll just absolutely DIE. DIE, i mean it. okay. enough ramblings. i got to go sleep. (: good evening you all! oh can i say, i think MUHAINA ROCKS. and she is MY everdearest partner. i'll miss you dear! (: -thank you, too.
3/09/2006
noone but me from URL @ 10:03 PM
pearly shells by the ocean shining in the sunlight covering the shore when i see them my heart tells me I LOVE YOU more than all those little pearly shells. for every grain of sand upon the beach, i got a kiss from you and i got more than for each tiny star that twinkles in the blue. -3i's cheer We were strangers Starting out on a journey Never dreaming what we'd have to go through Now here we are And I'm suddenly standing At the beginning with you
No one told me I was going to find you
Unexpected, what you did to my heart When I lost hope You were there to remind me This is the start
and Life is a road I want to keep going
Love is a river I want to keep flowing Life is a road, now and forever Wonderful journey I'll be there when the world stops turning I'll be there when the storm is through At the end I want to be standing at the beginning With you(chorus)
We were strangers
On a crazy adventure Never dreaming how are dreams could come true Now here we stand Unafraid of the future At the beginning with you
(chorus)
I knew there was somebody somewhere
Like me alone in the dark Now I know my dream will live on I've been waiting so long Nothing's going to tear us apart (chorus x2) -3i's song in the end, what matters is the journey not the destination. -3i's quote anyway, here i am to make known God's miracles. HE: for the broken bridge. i didnt wna fall. so i prayed. as i was climbing i prayed for God to help me. with each step i took, i prayed "dear God, give me the strength" "dear God, give me the courage" i prayed and prayed. i made it! did well too! (: thanks to God. CP: when the cd was missing. after i told mdm koh about it, i was walking back to the class. i was so worried, everyone was so high. i didnt wna kill their mood for campfire. so i prayed. i prayed to let the cd be found. prayed overandover again, in that short walk. and as i stood in front of everyone, i prayed to God for the strength for us to do well anyhows wo the cd. and suddenly someone says, the cd is found. THE CD WAS FOUND! leader wanlin came running to us with the cd! thank God again. CF: i prayed for it not to rain as the clouds looked threatening. i prayed that we'd do well. shooting: before shooting i prayed to do well with each of the eighteen shots i took, i prayed to God to help me focus. to give me the strength. i did well. THANK GOD. i love Him. faith. its called faith. or otherwise, hope in the name of God; for, in the name of God, anything is possible.
noone but me from URL @ 4:02 PM
we're back.
im not gonna blog about it all, cos its alr in my diary so yea.
anw, just gna say some stuffs.
i've made new friends;
i've forged stronger friendships.
we've become more united, i feel too.
but i didnt conquer any of my fears,
nth much was new to me.
it was rather slack if you ask me.
but i DID enjoy myself (:
with 3ignite.
moments spent will never be forgotten, duh.
oac, will be a camp i wont forget, like many others.
but certain things sucked.
like i reallyreally missed talking to most of the instructors.
really.
and it sucked seeing them in pain, and not being able to do anything about it.
seeing them cry and not knowing why.
seeing them stressed and not knowing what to do.
- well, my fault for having my closest friends as instructors.
oh well,
i decline to comment.
dont take me wrong.
i sound rather negative dont i?
well, im not.
i had a good time!
i did stuffs, that i've nvr done before and all.
(: i enjoyed oac, sincerely.
congrats to 3n, and the inst( you guys did well) and leaders ( for oac being a success)
but to 3ignite, we did it! everything! the showers, the meals, the activities, the cheers, the item. -hey, even the constipation. lol.
we DID IT!
we rock. we really do (:
but oh well, oh well.
the thoughts.
im still glad i've got other friends to talk to abt it all.
random thoughts hv proven to be more constructive than other purpose thoughts.
and, its a priviledge to be immature at the age of 14
i agree patricia tan.
NEXT UP, MT. OPHIR (: me,pat,nat,jessie kath,sunm,haz we shall rock the mountain!
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